THANK YOU VELA!!!
vela:
Haha you’re welcome. I’ve been drinking box wine and giving out invites— I am like the drunk Santa.Yay!!!!
Bahahaha….I love it!
I was on a 24-hour computer fast
Ahhhh….that was refreshing. I think I may need to do it again next weekend. A friend of mine in OKC does Analog Monday, which is also his Sabbath. I should e-mail him for some tips on how to accomplish this without killing someone.
The chick that works at the gym asked me to go grab a beer with her tonight.
awww I might haz a new friend!
and she seems totally normal. and she works at the gym! YAY!
Yay!! Hopefully she is normal. :D
“hey guys”
Oh hai giant grizzly bear who’s bound to rip my face off. I’ll watch you from over here, behind my computer….from a safe distance.
(via yourlovely)
Always, always reblog this on sunday
Standard sunday reblog
I hate that Mondays encroach on my weekends by starting the stress halfway through Sundays. xoxo
Thanks for the reminder, you bastards.
i am not satisfied
I am not OK with where I am in my life right now.
I shouldn’t be going out. I shouldn’t be drinking. I shouldn’t be trying to force myself to forget because when I remember, it’s a shitstorm of horrible feelings.
I don’t know what I’m going to do about it. Maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow morning and maybe I’ll feel really better in three months and maybe finally, someday, I will be a whole, entire person again.
But right now? I am not being good to the people who are good to me. I am not worthy of the time and energy they have sunk in to trying to make me feel better. No one deserves me right now because I’m not a real person right now.
Get it together, lady.
Instead of the “shouldn’ts,” get up each morning and figure out what you “should” do. Some days you will fail, and some days will be a wild success, but I promise, you will get it together.
And you are worth every moment your friends spend on you. :)
Good Lord, I sound like a greeting card. But it’s true.
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*hugs* Sorry you’re having troubles. If you’re going to move, try Nashville. People are rad there. :)
Thanks. It’s funny how minor annoyances become earth-shattering problems after a few whiskeys.
Not having physical contact for months on end is not a minor annoyance. That’s not good at all. I went through a similar phase a few months ago, and it about killed me.
Sid is plotting a Caturday escape.
I thought Sid was afraid of the outdoors. Fuckin’ Sid.
caffeine, check. Mashed potatoes, check. Life is looking up.
Always a good combination. ;0)
About Me
PRM - "Rage against the prevailing culture."Sometimes we come to a place where we know who we are, and act on it. It takes courage to swim against the flow of what is expected, what is asked, what is required, and do what we know in our hearts is right. I never dressed like a punk or sneered like a punk, but I know there's a little punk rock soul that resides beneath my chest, tapping out a rhythm that I could no longer ignore.
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